A clash between me & mine. Continuously fighting with everybody even with time. Insane about expectation, desires, requires. Omitted the fact that whatever has to happen it will happen. I would be the luckiest if my mine would understand me. Scare to be happy because at present I am not prepare to take any more pain. Trying to be more flexible. Flexibility is important to live life. Denying the fact 'If' & 'But'. But still it is haunting me. Feeling to fly & float. Destiny is unknown so what the travel is important. Hardly smile, laugh is far away. Force myself to laugh. Things were not like this. Giggling giggles around. Got scold to laugh less so that evils eye could not follow. So much superstitions, ah! please let me face it if pain is there let me take it. And finally it soaks. Saying is there 'when you laugh, the world will laugh with you, but when you cry you cry alone' . The relation between tears & cry is so pure. But it is very rare when you cry from the bottom of your soul, that pain got suppressed. Is it man & woman's inner soul is different? Then why a woman can cry in-front of a man & a man can't? Seen father to cry twice, when he understood the real mistake of him & he did not have more time to checked it..!
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